I don't know why i hate myself

It's enough! I hate it! Why do i make myself disappointed?
I hate myself for being so annoying..
I'm tired

I'm afraid that i will regret

I've chosen my decision
I'm too far to change my direction
I've sorrounded by the higer society and i look myself down

I'm afraid that i won't survive
I'm afraid that i will lose
I'm afraid that i will regret

I just need to be supported, that's all..

I want to be stronger

I want to be strong, really
I had enough of this.
I had hurt too deep.
i must get stronger. they..
somehow.. get away from me.
i felt that we all are torn apart.
with different point and opinion.

I believe in miracle to change the past

I know it has over...
and it was long time ago
and I'm just like a widower
without your color

It hurt me, sure
and becuz somebody think that we are super
the truth is we are duper
and they are all ripper

I think it will be happy ending
but why I end it up crying
Is it true that fate control everything?
I know it has ended, but my heart still hoping

I still believe that...
somehow, someday a miracle will come..
we're gonna get back soon..
someday..

I don't dare
but I don't care
I'm gonna show you
How's your heart being thorn



You take my life
You take my day
You take my smile
You left me with sorrow



I'm gonna make show
Just be ready to feel sorrow
Tell yourselft to be strong
You"ll feel it


Enough!
Stop being a child
you're spoiling child
Stop playing
and be serious

hey! it's hurt enough..

That's enough...
You've hurt me more than u knw..
You think you've grown..
But.. you're still a child.

Don't think that you can destroy my friendship.
I'm still what i used to be
It's enough for explanation..
Don't think that you're super.
You're still a kid..

enough!
Don't interfere my life!
I don't need you.
I'll never regret for saying this!
Remember this!!

FRIENDS OR "FRIENDS"?????

I guess...
that she know...
that she still realize how important that we are...
that she still chose us...
But why the reality is different??
SHE CHOSE HER BOY THAN US!!!!
I thought over and over again...
Has she forgot 'bout our Friendship??
now...
it comes again..
the hurts..
the tears..
the sufferings..

"YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR BOYS???"